loving you is easyTaking it within and projecting it out the very essence of you fuels my most inner desires your smile reminds me of a splendid summer day and your eyes truly are the window to your soul because inside them i see what perfection is like it must have always been foreign to me i never even met something as pure as yours and to know that love and to know the impossiblities rather the possibilities we haveloving you is easy
gnaws a hole of my very being so i hope that one day i can say that i am right because until then, everyday will be worse than the last
not a
A star is borna star is born, a pure contrast of black and white the darkness of void reveals its true position it illuminates us from its space, cold space, and shares with us its strife with only one function, it provides us with life and it performs it to perfectionA star is born
The feelings i have but more importantly the thoughts are stuck inside my head to pry them away is my goal but the failure tears away at my soul it drives me to a recession a slower style of thinking a regressive way to act
these words i write comes from a swirling ball of energy(sic) and
I have Taken My Realityi have taken my reality and draped it over my shouldersI have Taken My Reality
its a green velvet and soft to the touch its keeps me in this state of mind
twisting and turning and
turning and twisted
the wrinkles are permanent having been contorted this long
its twisting and turning me i am twisted and turned on
it slithers like a shadow around my back and to my front keeping me warm like a blanket
comforting me in the winter providing me with life
as it aproaches my feet it eventually parts exposing naked fl
The Apartment’žI lived a good part of my life in a small, narrow apartment nothin' to do, but sit and watch tv walked to the beach a few timesThe Apartment
I had my own room, and so did my sis yet i always slept in the living room didn't feel as my own
Like i said before My sister had her own room just as big as mine not big enough She never slept there Always at my dads She never even visited for long
With a crazy mom not crazy crazy just kind of crazy Constant feuds between the two about this or about that about anything at all
Disfuctional RelationshipI\'m crying. Not because of what you\'ve done not because i love you not because you abandon me not because i\'m alone not because i lost you you were never really thereDisfuctional Relationship
what i thought was truth
was lies what i thought was love
was lust
what i thought was understanding
was ignorance what i thought was compassion
was neglect. whyh have i been so blind? Gave you a halo and wings, somehow i didn\'t notice you fall.
FUCK CNNI\'m sitting here at the computer, minding my own business. Talking to friends, trying to ignore the horrible pounding in my head brought on by a combination of two days deprivation from caffeine (I\'m an addict, no joke), 7 hours uninterrupted reading, and some fucks outside in their crap car pumping Eminem louder than he deserves through speakers who deserve better anyway. Swear to god, if they go back out there and start up that car again without turning it down, I\'m slashing their fucking tires. Anyway.FUCK CNN
I\'m innocently surfing, and what bookmark do I click on? CNN. I\'m not proud of it. Next thing I know, I\'m looking at the
News
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What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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